I have been on the hunt for a full-time job for over four years. It is driving me nuts. The worst is that I get so close and as if by curse, demonic force, or whatever, I don’t get the job. Pray for whatever it is holding me back from gainful employment to be undone, not extravagant employment mind you, but enough to live on, save for retirement, and go on vacation. That’s it. I ask for nothing more but it seems so elusive for some reason.